I AM—A Personal History
The Formation of a Sexual Consciousness
To know myself is to know the universal order. A universal order is now comprehensible
to us. It is the sexual process of individualization and unification. But one
more question needs to be asked to achieve this comprehension. The question is,
what is male as to female? It is quite apparent that there is a difference between
the two opposites of nature. The question of the ages is not “Who am I?” but
“What
is male?” as to “What is female?” What is the intrinsic purpose
of each of these aspects of creation? (Page
32)
The New Trinity
The Holy Spirit is our sense of our other half that resides
in each one of us. We are all interconnected with our sexual other, dividing
from and uniting with over and over. When in the divided or separate
state, we are still intrinsically interconnected through our soul consciousness.
Our sense of connection is our sense of spirit, our sense of life itself
which is a sexual self-other creation. We might say that within each
of us is the life-spirit or Holy Spirit of our sexual other, the balance
of that being what we call God. (Pages
51-52)
Man and Woman Forever
“Who am ‘I’?” A moment’s wonder—and there
‘You’ are, eyes meet and no questions need ever be asked.
‘I’ am a male in relation to ‘You’ a female or ‘I’
am a female in relation to ‘You’ a male. Together we are the
two necessary parts of our sexual creation, dividing and
uniting, creating this moment, and then the next…, through our
sexual creation, holding eternity in our grasp. ‘You’ and
‘I’ together are Man and Woman Forever. (Page 71)
The Balanced Budget
A Way of Life
The key to successful living is to hold to the requirement of value creation
in all aspects of life. On the physical level there is ownership-by-earning;
on the mental level is accountability; on the spiritual level is conceptual
self–other balance (love); and on the sexual level, male and female creation.
From these premises, one can at least possess survival potential, encompassing
production of consumables, innovation of ideas, balanced self-other interchange,
and creation of male and female life itself without incurring the debt that
can easily erase one’s existence. (Page
92)
Why I Am Not A(n):
It is interesting to note that all of our ideologies have a
future promise. It is like a carrot on a string hanging just beyond our
noses. That is the way they work. We have been hearing about the second
coming for a few thousand years. It is just around the corner, we are
told. It will always be just around the corner. Now we are inundated
with the people’s revolution, which supposedly is historically
inevitable—tomorrow. The future promise must always stay in the
future so the thief can keep his con working. If it were ever made present,
the thief would be exposed as the con artist he is. (Page
104)
The Defense Rests
A Freeman’s Bill of Rights
Notice that no one in today’s “equal rights” movement is
speaking of one’s right to keep what is his own. That would mean one
would have to take his hand out of another’s pocketbook. That would mean
one would have to admit that that is where his hand is. We have yet to allow
freedom for the other person, and thus for ourselves, for fear of facing our
own accountability. So we continue to recite freedom speeches that always fail
to get to the heart of the matter so we can pretend our intentions are good,
just long enough to we can slip another $5 or $5 trillion out of another’s
wallet. (Pages
134-135)
The Abyss and Sexual Creation
I suggest that it is sexuality, male and female, that mankind
has yet to fully comprehend. Heretofore, men and women have not clearly
seen that it is only through their sexuality that a bridge can be formed
between them whereby they may touch, one sex to another. Sexuality is
the bridge whereupon one may leave oneself and journey to that sexual
other. It is also the bridge where one may leave that other and return
to oneself. (Page
160)
Choice
In my defense of the individual, I do not suggest that the
individual be considered before another in any self-other relationship.
I do not advocate sole individualism for that, too, creates a self-other
imbalance—me before you at all costs—that more often than
not creates the counter imbalance of collectivism. I suggest both sides
of any self-other relationship be considered metaphysically equal, thus
preventing either side from substantiating a fundamental superiority
over the other with the right to special privileges. Now, it does not
matter what the lines are that one divides his self-other relationship
upon. One may divide it in religious terms calling it “self-God,” or
in political terms calling it “self-state,” and so forth.
Regardless, both sides must be considered metaphysically equal for freedom
of choice to exist. (Page
182)
Thinking About Thinking
To know creativity is to know cause, source, principle, standard,
structure, order, imagination, inspiration…is to know balance.
The creative process becomes (because it is) the exact process through
which we integrate all information into order. It is our standard or
base of interpretation holding true to its own process of creation. It
is the breath or scope of our expression, ever deepening in clarity and
immediacy. It is the anchor of our imagination ever reaching out in new
creation. It is the source of our inspiration, a man and woman reaching
out to each other. It is the one touch of love. (Page
211)
